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Posted by: iness Original: 1/25/2004 6:16 PM Views: 30 Comments: 6 eProps: 10 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Sunday, January 25, 2004

>> "I HATE CARING S0 MUCH, WHEN I D0N'T GET ANYTHING 0UT OF IT."

If I said that, would you call it a selfish love? Well, not that I have anyone to share any kind of personal, guy-girl relationship with ... but it's not selfish to say I hated caring when I'm not recieving any compensation from the other end, right?

I hate being so bitter&jealous. It turns me into someone that I'm not and never want to be. But it always seems to get me sometime. I don't understand why I always have to be the one to deal with this load of crap. For once, why can't I be his number one? Why do I have to play sloppy seconds all the time? For once in my life, why can't I be "THE 0NE" instead of "THE 0NE LEFT BEHIND"?

I always tell everyone, "B0YS ARE N0T W0RTH IT", but do I really believe that? If I did, then why have I been sitting here depressed since yesterday? So call me a hypocrite. Go ahead, because I could care less now. I'm so L0ST ...

...

LET Y0UR WAVES CRASH D0WN 0N ME
LET THEM WASH MY C0LD TEARS AWAY
LET Y0UR WARMTH ENVEL0P ME
LET IT S00THE MY BITTER PAIN
LET Y0UR BEAUTY APALL ME
LET IT EASE MY TR0UBLED MIND

...

xx nikki

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thanks for the meaningful advice once again!! by the way, i love dat quote right up there!! hehe..

For once in my life, why can't I be "THE 0NE" instead of "THE 0NE LEFT BEHIND"?

-- i wish i was the one too.. hmmp.. i juz hate it.. aahh

well take care aright? keep ur head up high eh? dont ever give up!

luv yahs.

<3 always_gretz

Posted 1/25/2004 10:43 PM by MZuNiKnEsS - reply

thanks for commenting.. i love the "bite me" hahahha

-yoshi-*

Posted 1/27/2004 2:42 AM by vinaceousKISS - reply

only the right boy is worth it!
keep your head up..

Posted 1/27/2004 7:03 AM by sugarMEup - reply

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Posted 1/27/2004 1:28 PM by distantwes - reply

oh... "the one i left behind"... thats harsh... well i just wanted to say thanks you soo much for the comment and for letting me know that im not the only one out there whos going through a heart break. x10. well NICE xanga. im loveing it. ok well peace.

Posted 1/27/2004 5:29 PM by anonymous - reply

---hope you feel betterr.

but if not, we can be depressed together